"blog blog blog blog blog blog blog blog...(in a chicken kinda tune..)"
tats wat my sister chant when she see me sign in to blogger.

i hav been seriously tinking of my life in the next 5yrs..
5yrs ltr..
will i still be in touch with soccer?
will i be enjoying myself in my job?
will i be lyk the current me?

my dad has been seriously asking me to stop soccer once this league is over.. but my passion for soccer is lyk still there.. i dont wanna give up. i hav nv tried so hard n keep to my lyking for so long before.. i nv 三分钟热度 and tats gd rite? n 1 of my uncle also kinda lyk critised with-tat-kind-of-f*cking-look-and-EWW. wats seriously wrong with girls playing soccer??

hav i really put serious tinking when i'm choosing my courses? tourism is gd.. but everytime my dad announce to his frens tat i'll be working in IR next time, i'll hav this guilt in me.. wat if the lecturers tink i'm not gd enuff for tat course? den i wont be in the course and they goes my DAD's dream. i just wanna play soccer for now..

and 5yrs ago i'll hav change to a person tat is not who i am now. be it a soccer player, be it somebody in the tourism field, be it somebody unknown on the road, i'll change. change to someone u dont expect. change to be someone more mature.. ha. tats 5yrs ltr.. who noes?


i feel lyk working. but wat the hell? there's only 1 mth left.