APEL class was alright today.. and it got us fishy for the whole day.
then after APEL, rush down with nikki and zhen to grab a quick bite..
then into OB tutorial and valerie mok is a great tutor! (in contrast with the OB lecturer today)
well, she cant figure out why we keep laughing.. cause of yes, the very vey funny, me.
i go irritated the other group by saying they will turn pufferfish. then i inflat my mouth with air..
that shows how fat i am.. oh no oh no oh no..
well back to the main thing i am blogging today..
I AM SO SO SO SO SO HURT BY SOMEONE'S UNINTENTIONAL WORDS.

valerie mok: so jasmine tell us your personal goals since you got self-actualisation (that means in my life, goals and dreams are the most important needs/ the motivation to get me going in life..)

me: well, i guess is...

SOMEONE: jasmine's personal goal is to find a boyfriend. (giggle to himself as no 1 else is laughing)

me: stare*

argh. i feel like telling him, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?? YOU CANT GET A DECENT GIRL DOESNT MEAN I CANT GET A BOYFRIEND RIGHT?? AND WHO SAY I DONT HAVE A BOYFRIEND? perviously yes i have although we broke up long ago BUT HEY! I AM LIKE NOT LEFT ON THE SHELVE OR SOMETHING ALRIGHT? DO YOU NEED ME TO THROW YOU MY PHONE AND SHOW YOU SOME MESSAGE TO ACKNOWLEDGE THE FACT THAT I AM ABLE TO GET A BOYFRIEND IF I JUST REPLY YES TO SOMEONE??

AND! why am i wasting this whole lot of effort and electricity for you? and i didnt owe you any explaination on relationship problem.. cause it has never, let me repeat, NEVER A FACTOR FOR ME. i am happy with my life now and thats it.

for now, i would just like to concentrate on my studies and soccer. the rest, like YOU, i dont give a damn.