"blog blog blog blog blog blog blog blog...(in a chicken kinda tune..)"
tats wat my sister chant when she see me sign in to blogger.

i hav been seriously tinking of my life in the next 5yrs..
5yrs ltr..
will i still be in touch with soccer?
will i be enjoying myself in my job?
will i be lyk the current me?

my dad has been seriously asking me to stop soccer once this league is over.. but my passion for soccer is lyk still there.. i dont wanna give up. i hav nv tried so hard n keep to my lyking for so long before.. i nv 三分钟热度 and tats gd rite? n 1 of my uncle also kinda lyk critised with-tat-kind-of-f*cking-look-and-EWW. wats seriously wrong with girls playing soccer??

hav i really put serious tinking when i'm choosing my courses? tourism is gd.. but everytime my dad announce to his frens tat i'll be working in IR next time, i'll hav this guilt in me.. wat if the lecturers tink i'm not gd enuff for tat course? den i wont be in the course and they goes my DAD's dream. i just wanna play soccer for now..

and 5yrs ago i'll hav change to a person tat is not who i am now. be it a soccer player, be it somebody in the tourism field, be it somebody unknown on the road, i'll change. change to someone u dont expect. change to be someone more mature.. ha. tats 5yrs ltr.. who noes?


i feel lyk working. but wat the hell? there's only 1 mth left.

wat is seriously wrong with this world?


'Is what you are going to do today worth a day of your life?'
i doubt my life is worth a day for today.
everythin just issit wat i plan lor.
lyk it just sucks la.

but i shldnt let this fucking idiotic stuffs linger ard my happy happy life =)

had LOTS of fun when i am ard with frens.
hehe.
thx everyone tat brighten up by day.. and tats you, you, you and you!

i shall remain happy =) smile peeps!
the world is so so so so wonderful, beautiful, just simply fantastic!

had the interview for my future just now..
it happen tat the 3 courses are together..
haha

before interview...
lunch-ed at punggol plaza with my sister and had my hair-cut there too.
den met up with daryl and off we are to tp.
reached there n see lots of ppl.
all ready to be interviewed.
its kinda scary to see the crowd lyk tat when all of them look very professional.
went in when they call jasmine kua.
funny thing is hor.. the girl before me call jasline kwan or something..
den before she go in she was lyk telling her fren..
'blah blah blah.. my surname is kwan..'
ok wateva..

so the interview is over.. and tats a load off my shoulder.
wats next?
waiting for the result tat will be release 1 wk ltr..

having slight headache now so i shall blog faster..

went soccer in the afternoon and kinda lyk coach the girls alittle while..
actually only the warm-up.
cause mr zaman is free and came down to coach the girls..
so mr zaman ask the girls to go to the other side of the field (the one nearer to the netball court.)
den asked the oh-so-tall-and-fast me to be the goalkeeper.
so i goalkeeped and managed to stop many ball from going into the goal.
den constance injured her hand due to linmin's powerful ball.
TAKE CARE HOR CONSTANCE MEIMEI!
den hohoho.
got this match against the guys.
AND MR ZAMAN ASKED ME TO BE THE KEEPER AGAIN.
so let in 2 balls and manage to save quite a few balls.
final score 2-2.
soccer end.
took 159 to compass to meet my sister n cousin wif linhui. crap with her in the bus. HAHAHA
reach and had dinner at pizzahut. the service is kinda weird (sucks). but i shall be nice not to blog bout tat.. (actually is i very lazy/tired/having headache).

kkaes. tats all for todae~

and interview for the managment courses is lyk TOMORROW!
wat shld i wear?
shld i put on makeup?
shld i hav my hair done?
shld i....? could i.....?
hehe..

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.

ok tats abit late.. but who cares? chinese new yr got 15days.

went malaysia on sat early afternoon. came back to singapore on mon nite.. angbao collected and i learn a few lessons.
1) nv wear heels if u are aware tat u are going to those kampong places! wear many unstable roads! pain!
2) smile whenever u see relative/friends! u nv noe.. they might just cut ur angbao into half if u dont..
3) smile even thot u feel insulted! even if they sae u are old/fat/small/look lyk a guy if u are u girl, smile =)

these are some lessons learnt. will add on when i tink of more =))

I GOT SHORT-LISTED FOR THE FOLLOWING DIPLOMA:

CULINARY & CATERING MANAGEMENT
HOSPITALITY AND TOURISM MANAGEMENT
LEISURE AND RESORT MANAGEMENT

I AM JUMPING WITH GLEE RITE NOW!
THRILLED.
THE FEELING IS LYK SCORING A1 FOR MY A MATHS.

so thursday 22feb i'm not available. got it peeps?
i got 3 interview to attend.
2pm.
i cant be late.
oh no. wat shld i wear?

oh crap. for now, i am going to celebrate my new year with no worries =DD


i dont wanna admit because of the fear in me..
negative words are all around me and i'm afraid.
oh gosh, y am i saeing it all here.
i'm just a chicken who is afraid of everything.
ha. mayb i'm afraid of facing u now..
who noes?
no matter wat, the smile on my face will not disappear in front of u..

i tink i am so in love with soccer..
its a total soccer week sia..

monday - plp soccer training.
tuesday - school training + plp training.
wednesday - watch deyi girls v.s queensway on valentine's day some more.
tuesday which is todae - shool training.

oh ya.. i submitted the JAE and JPSAE lyk yest le..
my choices -
1)Leisure and Resort management (tp)
2)Hospitality and Tourism Management (tp)
3)Hospitality and Resort Management (nyp)
4)Tourism and Resort Management (np)
5)Game and Entertainment Technology (tp)
6)Mutlimedia and Infocomm Technology (nyp)
7)internet and mutlimedia Development (tp)
8)Sports and Wellness Management (nyp)
9)Business Informatics (nyp)
10)Culinary and Catering Management (tp)
11)Infocommunication (tp)
12)Digital Entertainment Technology (nyp)

i realise i got lots of tp de..
n i am soo into business..
hehe..

its been lyk a week since i last update??

well anyway.. major things DO happen this week.

wednesday 07/02/07

went settlers with debbie and jasmine low.
the place not bad la.. play games for 4hrs and free flow of drinks at only 6+ per hour..
so we played many games and after tat we went chinatown as low wanna buy the taiwan muachee.
crap crap crap.
den headed home.

tuesday 08/02/07

ard 5 plus den went out to meet foo,juan,ahlin to go SETTLERS.
two days in the row..
bwahaha..
its ladies night~ so we played games and laugh laugh luagh..
den i pia home at 11 as i promise my dad i'll be home by 11.
reached home at 1150.

FRIDAY 09/02/07

the day that has cause me lots of sleepless night.
the day that determin my future.
the day that concludes my soccer life.
the day that marks the end of my 10yrs compulsory education.
the day finally arrived.

suppose to meet 406'06 peeps at 9.30pm.
cant wake up tat early cause of the tossing and turning last night.
so make my way down and reached at bout 11.
not many ppl there so its okie.
rather sick of mac so i decided not to eat.
den went pooling with jovi n jason.
they play 9ft which is lyk my 1st time playing la..
so played once and i went off to find szeying as the playing pool with them can get rather boring..
we walk ard amk streets and we head off to the sch after tat..
reached sch and wow! the sch is so not empty!
the sch 2 n 3s just got back frm camp.
the sec1 just camp back frm dono wat scrupture walk..
its 1.30pm and i'm starting to panic.
tok nonsense and cant stop feeling nervous.
so xiuzhen kitpin sarrani is so kind to accompany me walk ard the sch =)
we walk here n there so that i wont feel tat nervous sittin down at the exact spot.
den ppl start texting me all the best n luck..
THX PPL! u peeps rawks my life la~~
2.15pm... ppl start streaming outside the hall..
it resembles the time where we are sitting for our O's exam.
where mr chia will open the door and everyone scream.
2.30pm... mrs chua start toking and we are lyk hello? i just wanna noe my result..
3.10pm... "your form teachers will take over frm here." ahhhhhhh!! tats the scariest part!!
i'll be the 6th person to take the bloody thingy and my heart go popo popo boomboom boomboom.
xiwen went to take.. den it is xiuzhen.. den i totally lost focus and hv the urge to just cry on the spot...
i stand up. walk to the teachers. and jiajun sat down.

ME: ehh jiajun! u relax la.. its my turn now lehh..
JIAJUN: ohh.. sorry sorry! giggle*

thx jiajun. cause it kinda calm me down for a moment.

MR LIM: ok jasmine, sign here n here.
[signed and sign]
MR LIM: nah jasmine, not bad. u can go poly.
[he hand me the papers and i nv even peep at it.]

i cried on the spot. yup. i havent view my cert.
ppl started comforting me and asking me wats wrong.
and i reply i havent see my result....
i turned the cert ard and look at the 1st line.
english lauguage four B
i cried even harder.
i'm lyk super happy la!
den i look at my cert and ehh? my cert leh? ohh.. ppl has taken it away..
i called my dad when i hav settled down my emotion.
but when i heard his voice, i bursted into tears again..
then i called my mama.
and i bursted into tears again again..
how emotional i am.

thanks to everyone who have been with me all this while from before the Os till the result day. without u peeps, i wont hav achieve tat much.
thanks deyi teachers!
w/o the support u hav gave, i wouldn't hav stand proudly on my feet on.
MRS SINGH - thx for believing in me and helping me improving my english.
MR HIEW - Thx ! w/o u as a maths teacher of 406, we wouldn't have achieve 100% passes in e maths and i wont hav gotten an A2!
MRS CHEAM & MR LIM - thx to both of u, my science frm F9 improve till C5!
MRS CHEW - althou u did not teach me in my upper sec life, i really got to thank you for ur support u hav gave in sec2. still rmb my history has achieve an A1 before. and its all because of you. and without you, i might not hav the chance to be an emcee on stage. i might not hav the chance to be a psl not to even mention, the president of psl. its you who hav made me the successful person of my life. i thank you for bringing such a wonderful teacher. thank you =)

actually there is just too many to thank and maths, english and science is the three subject i'm really delighted about.

went J8 to makan with clique and den rush to kovan for training..
training was great as its only play play.. haha..
home and feeling great.

saturday 1/02/07
went punggol plaza to hav my lunch and when i return hm, its time for me to get out again..
went to kovan and waited there for agnes huiping n rosani.
den saw joleen. so we sat down n crap while waiting for them.
huiping n agnes reached and we headed for sugarcane and den to meet the rest of the folks in kovan hub.
honestly, till now i also dono wat team we played against on saturday. bwhahaa
crap in the bus while going there and reached clementi stadium.
it was windy tat day and joleen got blown away. haha
we changed into our jearsey and listen to the briefing by coach.
i played the left midfielder position.
its scary! cause i gotto run alot.. alot.. alottt...
den warm up, passing, and everything.
its time.
dash here n there half-time.
we are leading the game.
this is the 1st game i have run so much and didnt get sub out!
well anyway..
there is this lasy frm other team, no. 18. she dono why hurt her ankle or something..
den i am sooo helpful. i helped her pushed her leg and stuff.
after that she sae okok, i turned ard and wonder.
y i go help ahh? den joleen sae i look lyk the medic. haha..
i am soo helpful. haha..
i kana slide many times sia..
and people was lyk saeing oh shit when i outrun them by alot.
hehe. we won by 7goals to 3 in the end.

plp rawks!

sunday was boring so i shant update bout tat.

enriching two long days.

monday.
went out with yam n low.
suppose to meet and 1230.
den i reach there at 1245. WOW! i'm the early one. =)
we went to plaza singapura to watch ANY show.
so we anyhow anyhow choose.
adrift.
its a show bout this grp of ppl went out to sea and eventually all died.
its rated as NC-16 as it contain nudity
wowww..
we lunch-ed at.... at... oh, the kopitian.
den chat crap chat crap chat crap.
after movie went to soccer training..
it was VERY slack lor..
played handball. (something lyk captain ball. only tat u shoot into the goal post.)
den totally lyk play play play only lor..
6.30+ start training and end at 7.45..
easy money =))) $_$
reached home bath eat slpt.

tuesday.
woke up at 11, went out ard 12 plus, reached sch ard 1.
went ard tokin to teachers, students and almost everyone in the sch.
yam n low arrived.
lunch-ed in the canteen and start walking ard.
field opened and went to kick the ball ard.
play play play until zhenghua arrived.
we watched the match and i damn bth with the style of kicking. deyi team de.
joke of the day nv even try to fight for the ball lor..................
hey juniors, if u wanna be a gd team ah, try running pass me 1st la.
my speed ahh.. is only average of the PLP team ahh..
seriously they nd physical fitness lor.
wahlao.
sunjie and ahbee(sunjie's fren) ask me to join national~~
oh i am so scare lehh.. coach ask me to join national lor.. so scare worrr..
den mr zaman asked me to play in the last 10mins of the match..
the score wat 2-1 by den....
so wat position?
striker. STRIKER!
i am so in love with my left back position. =)
anyway the thing is tat,
1) i cant cross with my left. i gotta train on that.
2) the team's striker is jasmine and jasmine. BOTH graduated. how they gonig to survive?
3) before i go in, 75% of the touching of the ball for deyi is by linmin. where are the others?
4) i just cant stay the team of they zhi yi wei shi de attitude.

AFTER the match,
i'm suppose to go plp training but didnt go due to SOME reason.
then blah blah blah....
reached home. had dinner. blog. bye.

1-1.
we have a draw match.
not bad.. they happy we also happy..
haha.

but i am soooooooooooooo tired......
play 1st half a while only den injured liao..
the ground is to unstable until i hit the ground with too much impact and woot, there goes my leg.
and and and!
jasmine low play left defence and i played left defence too!
so qiao lor..
hehe..
and she also injured her LEFT LEG.
we got something in common again.

next match next saturday..
haiz..
oh ya, after match went out with linmin n jasmine low.
haha.. weird lor.. took their bus to orchard..
its lyk.. i am on the national U-17 bus instead of the PLP bus!
reached national training ground and its lyk sooo sooo sooooo long nv go there liao.
walk pass all those places which is super familar..
laugh~

aiyo.. i very tired.. tmr still got training..

JASMINE KUA JIA YOUUUUUU~~~

TODAY IS THE DAYYYYYYY.

1st match representing paya lebar punggol.
1st match against my previous teammate.

i'm starting to have butterflies in my stomach liao.
ohhh no!
lyk against jasmine low and linmin lor..
low will be playing right midfielder or any position on the right..
den i will play any position on the LEFT.
den wat does it mean? i'll be defending JASMINE LOW.
linmin will be playing defender.. SHE'S GOOD.
and if she is good and she play defender, tat means the midfields and strikes are even better!

ahhhhhh! i'm being very paranoid.
ok off i go to meet people liao..

will update the score ltr...


ahhhh~~ scram*

i'm torturing myself.
slping late each nite and waking up each day with many things on hand.
soccer trainings after soccer trainings..
my energy level is running low.
red alert.
been wondering to myself. wats the use of kicking so much? my career?
but it all doesnt matter now. i'm not going to be lyk some ku-ku head and quit in the midst of everything. =)

n btw peeps,
if u msg me, i might not reply.
due to the scoldings and naggings and more scoldings and more naggings from my parents,
i decided to put a stop to my overlimitsss hp bill.
i'm going to b a gd gal this mth and spend lesser and be a super gd gal next next mth to not spend a single thing. =)
so if u wanna chat with me, check with me anything, just call my phone. free incoming u see..
=)


i think that this world is sickening..
why do we have to be so competative?
why do we have to work so hard in life?
Don't you think it's pointless as all of us is going to die someday?
Because of the so called benefits and better lifestyle,
we are ruining the world by removing almost all the natural resources and what is left?
It might not even be us.

'The most intelligent people in the examination hall is the person who wrote nothing on the pieces of paper. '

i shall be the kind soul to give a helping hands to the nature that is calling me..

(i'm not trying to pee.)

i shall turn off my computer now to save electricity~

*shut off*

was looking thru my old blog just now.

my way of speaking is lyk so childish la.. haha. not tat i'm mature now. hees.
went to watch mutliple personalities disorder again.
its kind of cool when u watch it again.
the content was improvised a little, the chemistry between the actor is improving each time. althou he is solo-ing everytime...
i shld try it next time. =DD

the soccer match (singapore v.s thailand) is too much of a drama le.
singapore leads by a goal in the 1st half.
den thailand got another goal to tie it with singapore shortly in the second half.
den in the penalty area, singapore got a free penalty and Thais got angry.
yes, the foul might not be tat foul but the ref got the rights to give decision.
the Thais got angry and decided to leave the field. all 11 of them.
it seriously shows no sportsmanship.
they delayed so much time tat the time can be lyk use to get the 1 goal difference back.
i rooted singapore all the way =)
but just cant understand why are there so many players tat look lyk foreign to me..
the foreign talents?
haha


hossan leong pointed out some great points.
y are we luring so much foreign talents when we ourselves, the singaporeans are also talented?
foreign talents are given more privillage when they come to singapore. incentives are higher, taxes are waived and they are given choice to stay or fly off.
local talents? different. we have to pay GST, taxes, and many many different things. n we hav to apply here and there before we can migrate to other country. not tat i hate my country, just tat i feel tat the gov shld be more concern on the welfare of the locals.

but i shant complain. because i feel fortunate.
wat more can u ask for?
no earthquakes, no nothing.. (including natural resources....)
peace and harmony.. (election also can run so smoothly not lyk taiwan fight here n there..)
racial harmony... ( not lyk sri lanka.. and many more..)

in short, I LOVE SINGAPORE~