I WANT TO SLEEP.
ARGH.
AND SOME FREAK RUIN MY DAY BY SAYING SOMETHING THAT MAKES ME EVEN MORE TIRED. THANKS. SOOOO MUCH HUH.
i realise when i came into poly, i swear more... opps =X

all the latest post is like... so angry and stuff.. i shall blog happy happy stuff then.
went airport last night to do project with keiths, kim, zhenhui.
we had so much fun.. i mean we help each other to cover up so much=) great =)) and we forgot bout time management. HAHAHHA..
alright.. then zhenhui came to my hse to ton overnight to complete everything..

here comes the best part...
1st - we try to cab from zhen's place to mine. NO CAB. we squat in the middle of the road and then realise we are at the risk of dying.. so we went to the roadside.. the taxi uncle like very angry when we align.. cause its rather near and its midnight charge..
2nd - got into my hse and realise there is something wrong with my internet connection. DIE.
3rd - finally the connection is fine le.. then my COMPUTER CANNOT BE SWITCHED ON. DIE, again.
4th - we are SO sleepy.
5th - when we are finally done with everything, MY HOUSE ELECTRICITY KANA CUT OFF SUDDENLY. AND I MEAN SUDDENLY. so we are like stare into the pitch dark screen looking at our reflection.
6th - we didnt safe our documents.

and i just love micosoft WORD. cause they got recovery system and save your never-save-and-opps-its-gone document. LOVE YOU, BILL(gates)! =))


alright, sem test next week.
Mircoecons - monday
orh beh - tues
RHT - wed
then HOLIDAY!!!!! but there is still tons of projects to complete in that pathetic 2 weeks break. alright, STOP complaining you loser kua. get on to task!

APEL class was alright today.. and it got us fishy for the whole day.
then after APEL, rush down with nikki and zhen to grab a quick bite..
then into OB tutorial and valerie mok is a great tutor! (in contrast with the OB lecturer today)
well, she cant figure out why we keep laughing.. cause of yes, the very vey funny, me.
i go irritated the other group by saying they will turn pufferfish. then i inflat my mouth with air..
that shows how fat i am.. oh no oh no oh no..
well back to the main thing i am blogging today..
I AM SO SO SO SO SO HURT BY SOMEONE'S UNINTENTIONAL WORDS.

valerie mok: so jasmine tell us your personal goals since you got self-actualisation (that means in my life, goals and dreams are the most important needs/ the motivation to get me going in life..)

me: well, i guess is...

SOMEONE: jasmine's personal goal is to find a boyfriend. (giggle to himself as no 1 else is laughing)

me: stare*

argh. i feel like telling him, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?? YOU CANT GET A DECENT GIRL DOESNT MEAN I CANT GET A BOYFRIEND RIGHT?? AND WHO SAY I DONT HAVE A BOYFRIEND? perviously yes i have although we broke up long ago BUT HEY! I AM LIKE NOT LEFT ON THE SHELVE OR SOMETHING ALRIGHT? DO YOU NEED ME TO THROW YOU MY PHONE AND SHOW YOU SOME MESSAGE TO ACKNOWLEDGE THE FACT THAT I AM ABLE TO GET A BOYFRIEND IF I JUST REPLY YES TO SOMEONE??

AND! why am i wasting this whole lot of effort and electricity for you? and i didnt owe you any explaination on relationship problem.. cause it has never, let me repeat, NEVER A FACTOR FOR ME. i am happy with my life now and thats it.

for now, i would just like to concentrate on my studies and soccer. the rest, like YOU, i dont give a damn.

For a moment i thought i am still ahead of time.
nope.
i am wrong.
tons of work still undone and everyone seems to be ahead of me.
i guess thats the habit since primary + secondary school.
late submittion of work.
that is not gonig to be me this time round alright..
cause in poly, there is no late submittion.
is either u ar early, on time, or zero for your work.
dont feel like blogging much..

the post written in chinese, that is suppose to be a story but then i dont have time to continue it. its going to be a boring story so dont wait for it la har readers.. haha

and the post which display my not very good side, ignore it too la har friends.. i am alright.. i hope.

alright alright.. tons of work to do and why am i still sitting here blogging?

you know what?
you suck.
stop bossing around in front of ME.
so what if your english is like ohhh-so-great-and-flowery-enough-to-make-people-go-wowww.
you got seriously no right to boss around ME and mind you,
this world is not just about you and you and you.
so shut the fuck up.

argh, i cant stand it. i got the urge to quit. how am i going to survive in this course? i mean yeah thats right I AM IN THIS COURSE THROUGH JPSAE. and i got my limits.
including MY PATIENCE.
i admit i'm lazy, i slack, i speak bad english.. so? does that make you the greatest? let me make this clear,
you are not going to make me go crazy just like that.
well,
thanks. cause i'm growing stronger because of this.
thanks alot.
F*!

从前有一个女孩。
（不好意示，柯老师要说故事）
她的生活平淡无奇，
每天的活儿来来去去就是那几样。
说得好听是生活安定，
难听一点，
生活死气沉沉，一点欢乐也没有，
人生必要的起起伏伏也没有。
可悲。
但有一天，她认识了让他生命扑上新的颜色的人。


to be continued..

i just love saturday and sunday.
it means a break a rest and to catch up with the stuff in life.
yeah.
thats right =)

oh ya, friday was emo day.
emo until we ponned lecture(RHT).
that means the whole week no lecture for me =X
ponned lecture to go ITASC canteen eat.
then took many.. erm.. emo photo.
for more information, check out here.
thats melissa's web/blog. =)

well, i am changing skin soon.
or should i not?
plus, i am thinking of creating a private blog.
so i can curse and swear at everyone i hate.
or should i not?

poly started long ago and i finally got time to settle down just abit.
abit only.
last few days very emo.
i just cant seems to brighten up that much..
all the stress here and there.. my parents had stopped giving me work stress BUT they still restrict what time i get home. like oh great i am stucked at home listening to your nagging and how am i suppose to study like that? but well, i appreciate the love they are trying to show me. that day while studying with low yam n linhui, i almost cried out. due to the stress i'm giving myself. i am studying in a good diploma and i cant afford to slack just that bit.
but i must really bring this point up. i got a really good friend in polytechnic! many said that to get a good friend is soo hard. hi-bye friend sure thats alot but not friends that can click well. I FOUND A GIRL CALL ZHENHUI, ADELINE!
thanks girl=)
for all the encouragement and advise and all the crappings with me.

right.
so i shall be nice and START DOING MY STUFF RIGHT.
live with no regrets.
live with no fear.
live life well.
live life great.
live life straight.
live life the way it should be like.

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i rocks.

grrrrrrrrr...
noticed my last post was half blog?
cause nice miss/mr/mrs/madam blogger cut/chopped/slashed off my bottom more-than-half.
well, to summaries what i want to say in my previous post, I SAW MONEY ON THE FLOOR 3 TIMES ( 1ST, 50 DOLLARS. 2ND, 2 DOLLARS. 3RD, 5 DOLLARS.) AND I AM UNABLE TO POCKET IT ON MY OWN!
for more information, please ask me personal and i will be delighted to fill you up with the information =)

grrrrrrrrr...
noticed my last post was half blog?
cause nice miss/mr/mrs/madam blogger cut/chopped/slashed off my bottom more-than-half.
well, to summaries what i want to say in my previous post, I SAW MONEY ON THE FLOOR 3 TIMES ( 1ST, 50 DOLLARS. 2ND, 2 DOLLARS. 3RD, 5 DOLLARS.) AND I AM UNABLE TO POCKET IT ON MY OWN!
for more information, please ask me personal and i will be delighted to fill you up with the information =)

"Singaporeans treat money notes as rubbish"
why do i say so?
cause i have been seeing notes on the floor for 3 times this week!
Singapore are so careless.. no. generous.
incident number 1. - me, jasmine low, debbie yam and I was walking along the kovan mrt station to get to another side(to ah yam's house).

first of all..
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, LINHUI!
you are so loved by me yam and low. =)
we surprised her with such not a great plan.

oh ya, might not be blogging that much..
maybe blog on fri sat sun only..
due to me unable to cope with so many things at the same time.
oh, the word is multi tasker.
i am not a multi tasker you see.

my sister who is a regular reader of my blog,
critised my writing lately.
she said my way of writting previously is more... double meaning.
now like blog because of blogging.
she prefer last time..
maybe i should find by my way of writting the double meaning =)
please await for my future post as it will be filled with more meanings and with more encanting words. =)

so,
projects projects projects. homework, homework, homework.
i dont think i am able to breath through my nose shortly.
the pile of work load is sooooooo sooooooo much.
thanks mrs singh, mr hiew, mr lim, mr soo, mr ian, mrs chiam, lu lao shi, mr goh, mrs raja and all teachers that have taught me before. for giving such little amount of homework. i thank you for that again =)
well, i believe it will be no friendster-ing, msn-ing, youtube-ing, crunchyroll-ing, hotmail-ing, minesweeper-ing, downloaded games playing.
got it people?
that means.. bye!
off to read all my notes and understanding it....

ohhhh..
school in poly is like..
ohhhhh..

haha
crap
crap
crap.

well. the truth is that i have not been consistant in my performance and i am dropping out of school.

as if.

doing of hmwk time. bye folks!